hah. i pangsehed this blog for a week or so.

ok, i think i cant rmbr so many things tht happen since i didnt blog. i shall start with last thursday then.

Thursday

It was tchr's day!!=) the celebration in school is so boring. some cool marist competition. and it lasted for so long, i think abt 2hrs plus. wanted to slp, budden didnt slp. lp had her piano exam tht day, still wondering how it was.... went straight to phpps. hah. and i think everyone had reached long ago except me. lol. chat for quite some time and waited for Mr. Choy whom i think was somehow "pao-niuing". haha. went to pizza hut at bukit timah, pizza hut seems to have such lousy service everywhere. we waited for so long, yet they couldn't even serve or tell us to wait. so, we went to west mall's swensen's instead. i ordered breaded chicken chop again. and Mr. Choy treat us!! 9 of us.. so many of us. lets hope we wont make him bankrupt. Went to sch for training after tht, lp went to her training at hongkah. took bus with luo lao shi and chatted. haha. she dropped at tp, then i went on to proceed on my journey to school. sijun waited for me at the bus stop. bcuz he was also late. trg suppose to start at 4, and it was already bargained by me from 3 to 4. yet, i was still late, i rched at 430 lidat...

Friday

Went trg with lp at jec. haha. we were almost late, i took 157 to parc oasis, dropped, then walk to yuhua. went there and ordered my food, and i was so smart, i ordered laksa. LOL. having trg after tht sia. nvm, gobble up the food bcuz we were rushing for time. Had trg at jec, it was quite fun training with them. hahx. went to jp and then to marina, suntec with lp. took mrt home.

Saturday

Competition day! LOL. woke up quite early, waited for lp at amk mrt, and then board the same train as her. but, there were so many ppl, so we couldn't see each other. anyway, was late to meet yangling, she was waiting for us. went to mos burger, i sat and drank milk tea while i see them eat. after tht went to tp cc. had my compe and won all my opponents, after tht, me and lp went marina again, but this time, we went to yuki and yaki to help reserve the seats for tuesday for qinghui and andy's bdae. hah. went home taking 130, lp pei-ed me=) xiexie! then she took mrt home.

Sunday

AHHH!!! i was pang-sehed for tuition. weije went for his thailand trip and was yet to be back, and i dont know where baby went(but who cares). had a boring tuition doing a practice paper, bcuz the tchr was running a fever. Took bus to toa payoh and intended to find sijun n may there, yet! when i rched, they were still walking to tp. they walked from sch to tp! like -.-'. went to ljs and ordered my lunch bcuz i didnt eat my breakfast and i was so hungry. ate about half and then they came. They ordered food, we ate and then we go sch. When we rched sch, we were like omgod. no trg?!? coach gng to keep the table. then coach say nvm, he stay and pei us lian. we were like no. then we keep insisting. so we managed to ran away. while walking out to the bus stop, a kind parent of a pri sch table tennis player offered to send us out. lol. so nice. took 135 to my hse, then they came my hse and played etc. had to go bugis, so we left my hse at abt 6+ or 7. took 851 to bugis. ANDANDAND! they call me go bugis, just to eat, then go home already! like super dotz. waste my time travelling.

Monday

Had compe in the afternoon. My compe truly sux. My first match was a walkover, and my 2nd match with jie yan was at 4. i thought my 2nd match was same time as sijun, at 430. so we arranged for zhangsai to come at 430, who had known, they called my name at 4. haix. so i played with stta kia, lost 3:0. Just as i lost my last ball from the last set, zhang sai stepped in. Anyway, even if he was here, i dont think i could win. the space so small for me to xiao when jy chong me. Or even worse to say, my skills are so lousy...Sijun then played his match with hur ying, darren. also stta kia. sijun won the first 2 set! i was so anxious in seeing him win. then! down goes one set, and then the 2nd. it was all set at 2:2. and the last set, it was so close. 11:8. haix. anyway, went to bukit panjang after the match. took bus back with yan xiang, then went to my old hse and ate our dinner. Dad send us in, and then we played till 930. hah. i won yu guang 4:1. but got wad use. i shld win the compe=(. haix.. went back to bp hse after tht, showered then went to macpherson to eat supper bcuz my dad wanted to. went home after tht and got so elated bcuz the next day i was gng to see my lp again.

Today!

Woke at 7am bcuz i was so excited, budden i felt tht it was still early, so i lay on my bed till 8. then i lay till 9. and i was up by 910. hah. got ready and showered and stuffs. our late queen was erbit late again, but nvm. hahax. went to amk to have some drink and slacked for half an hr there. took mrt down to city hall, and slacked there again and then took a bus to outram for dear's dental appointment. Rushed down to marina after tht and met up with dear's friends. they are a fun bunch of ppl. haha. ate till abt 430. then many went to the arcade. Me, dear, xl, kahpoh went shopping. hah. send baohui to mrt station first. lp wore heels today and i knew her leg would be pain. but i dare nt carry her, i scared i drop her then how? xim tia. met up with andy,huishan,shelia,laytheng,shuhui and went to suntec to walk. hahx. they really have lots to say man. since we entered suntec, we stopped to talk, then andy went to buy pretzels, then they talked and took photos, we went to carrefour, and they stop many times. LOL. so zai. We took mrt back and i took back to jurong east, then we 2 took 66, she dropped at her hse and i continued my journey till bukit timah and changed to 852. hah. wad a nice day it is!=)

Haix... i really got to admit tht i aint a man of many words. I seem to talk so lil, or even socialise with ppl. I seem so stucked up. I just am so afraid of talking and trying to know more abt others. It seems so hard for me to socialise and talk to ppl whom i am not really close to. All i did was stand there and listen to others talking their way throughout. Yea, and ppl do comment saying i am so quiet, i am a guai kia. hah. actually i think it is bcuz i just dont want to make a fool out of myself thts why i try to have a more positive image with ppl i am not familiar of. It isn't tht i dont like them or wad tht i dont talk to ppl i am not familiar of, it is just tht tht. tht i dont know what to say, or don't know if i would hit their weak point straight on when asking a question. Even if those i know closely of, i dont think i would also talk alot with them. An example, when taking bus with sijun, we dont talk much, budden sit on the bus just lidat. It seems so hard to talk much.

I may always be deemed to be a good listener, even when lixuan rants, i listen. YES! i do listen, but i listen with all ears, budden either i have no comments, or my comments truly sucks! or my comments are just pure bullshiting. When andy gave an example and said tht ppl like my lp could confide in me, and dont need to have a private blog, there was just silence between us. And i knew, tht he may be wrong. There are just some things tht aren't shared. like some of her personal problems etc. I am not too sure why. It may be bcuz of my reactions and comments etc. i just seem to just ask question like "are u ok?", "then how is it now?" i cant go on further and give suggestions, bcuz they may be rubbish. I'm so useless! why aren't i sociable? why aren't i talkative? why aren't i able to comment" why aren't i able to suggest things? i am so filled with these questions. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........

GOD! HELP ME!

Don't use such strong words. It makes you look weak.




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